Niall Horan → an rp blog about a boy and his life.
I lay back against the pillows and holds him close to my chest. “Thank you baby. I want to be a good daddy to you, zaynie, the kids and our unborn babies. I want you guys to always remember that I’m yours. No one else’s.”-LP
“No one can replace you Li, you’re special, and that’s why all of us love you.” I say with a smile, “I bet me and Zayn love you more ways than the kids do, that’s for certain.” ~N
“And I love all you. So very much. I know that no one can replace me at all. And no know and I mean no one can replace you guys. You are my life and my forever and always."I smile widely. "Oh don’t I know it."I smile and gives Niall a wink.-LP
“I find it funny that how fast lives can change. Like a few years ago I deemed myself to die alone, never have a real family again. But now I’m married and have four kids and two on the way.” I sigh, “wouldn’t change it for the world though.” ~N
"My baby I love you so much. And I’m so glad that we are married, and have the kids we do and two more on the way. Our life I wouldn’t have it any other way. I love everything about it."I smile and kiss over his forehead.-LP
“There is one tiny thing thats bugging me though, Zayn always gets all upset when it comes to the twins stuff. Like he got all pissed off when me and you picked the names. I mean he told us since the beginning that the twins stuff was a touchy subject since he can’t have his own child. So I thought I was being considerate of his feelings when I didn’t tell him about what day we were picking names. And we even picked an Arabic name.. I thought he would be thrilled about that but he didn’t care… He acted like he wasn’t going to be part of the twins life and I’m still upset about that… I thought I was doing something good… But once again I did the wrong thing.” ~N
"No no sweetie you did nothing wrong at all I promise. You know I think that the twins subject is a hard thing for him because of the fact that he doesn’t get to have a baby with you? Maybe that’s it. But, you know why don’t we talk to zaynie about it? See what he’s actually feeling about the whole thing. And make sure he knows that no matter what he’s involved in the twins lives. He always will be. Doesn’t matter if both twins are mine, zaynie has a special place in their lives.”-LP
“It’s like he’s mad at me. It isn’t my fault that he can’t have babies with someone, sometimes the things he says makes me regret getting pregnant and I just go hide and cry for a while. I blame myself for why Zayn dislikes the twins so much.” ~N
“Don’t blame yourself baby. Why don’t you tell Zayn that it makes you upset, cry and hide? You know Zayn doesn’t like to see anyone of us cry. If he knew that maybe he would stop saying the things that he does. Because I don’t want you regret getting pregnant, Ni. These babies are a blessing and a gift.”-LP
“No he will get madder. And he’ll be mad at me and probably call me selfish.” I say honestly, “I just wish he would be happy. But he isn’t. And won’t be.” ~N
askzaynhoran reblogged this from asknhoran-blog and added: I hold onto Naill letting him cry it all out. I know that right now he needed to just cry and let everything out. I...
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