Niall Horan → an rp blog about a boy and his life.
The only thing I can do when I get home is go straight to my room, kick off my shoes and lay down on the bed. I hide my face in the pillow and start crying, wishing more than anything someone would just hold me and assure me everything would be okay. ~Z
I had taken my mum to…
I heard Niall come in. I couldn’t reply though. I was too busy crying Into a pillow. I wasn’t sure if it was Liam’s or Niall’s. I felt shattered. I just need some type of reassurance and affection. ~ZI was too scared to actually go near him, what if he was to hit me or scream me. I wasn’t going to risk anything. I did hate seeing him cry though. ~N
“He… He…” I tried to catch my breath. “He’s gone. He’s gone Niall.” I cried. “I though I would be alright with it but I’m not!” I cry hard and hide my face. I was devistated. ~ZI sit at the end of the bed, I honestly was shit at comforting at a loss of a loved one. “It’ll be okay Zayn…” I say quietly thinking that either he will scream at me no it won’t or he will just ignore me. ~N
“I really had hoped still that one day he’d forgive me. I wanted to be his son again. I had help on to that dream but now it’s gone. He’s gone. He’ll never love me.” I whimpered. I was devistated and Niall being so distant wasn’t helping.
“You can’t unlove your child Zayn. He loved you since the day you were born and I can prove that. It’s not a thing that is different with other people either, you can never unlove your child, even if they killed a million people, you still would love them…” I say rambling a bit hoping to get my point across. ~N
annyeong-carmen liked this 
blaisefamily liked this 
askzaynhoran reblogged this from asknhoran-blog 
asknhoran-blog reblogged this from askzaynhoran and added: “You can’t unlove your child Zayn. He loved you since the day you were born and I can prove that. It’s not a thing that...