Niall Horan → an rp blog about a boy and his life.
By the time I make it to the hospital I’m shaking worse that if I were having a seziure. I can’t breath. In wheezing trying to gasp as air. Tears pouring down my eyes, they aren’t tears it’s jut a stream flowing. My heart is going to pound out of my chest and I have to attempt to scream at…
A nurse rushes into The room Niall was checked into and told me someone was screaming for him down in the hall, I knew it was Zayn. I follow the nurse to where he was at, he was still screaming when I got there, “zayn!” I scream causing him to stop his own screaming. ~S
“Where the fuck is my husband Sam?” I demand. I was so angry at her I could spit nails. Why would she do anything to ecotage us being apart? Why wouldn’t she promote us sticking together? Friends tell us what we need to hear. “Where is my husband!?” My eyes, I can feel are ready to buldge out of my head. My panic has never been the extreme. ~ZI didn’t do anything so I didn’t understand why he was yelling, I didn’t encourage anything, Niall hadn’t even been at my house 15 minutes when his water broke, all he managed to do was say hi to Lux say hi to me and that’s pretty much it, “he’s in a room, he had to have a c section you know.” ~S
“I’m allowed to fucking he there! I’m married to him! Where the god damn fucking hell is he?” I scream. I can’t make it stop. I can’t make myself calm down. “I want Niall! I want my Niall! I want my fucking god damn husband!” ~Z
“He’s in room 245,” I say quietly, I was being screamed at for nothing. I didn’t dare go back to Nialls room, Zayn would just scream more. I knew Niall wouldn’t be to happy to see him either though. ~S
I rush past Sam to Niall’s room. I didn’t care how much he hated me. I loved him and I was going to be there for him wether he liked it or not. When I finally make it into his room all I can do is collapse on the floor crying harder then I ever had, harder than I had ever seen anyone. I couldn’t even pinpoint what I was feeling. I just hated the way all of this was happening. I was loosing everything I had ever cared about and I couldn’t make it stop and that wasn’t fair. All I could do was repeat, “Niall, Niall, Niall,” over and over. ~Z
I was confused wen Zayn dropped to the floor, nothing was even wrong, I was fine from what I thought, I had to leave soon though. I didn’t say a word though, I just watched him say my name over and over again. I was tired and felt weak and light headed even though all that had happened was I got put into this room. ~N
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