Niall Horan → an rp blog about a boy and his life.
I felt myself tear up. I wanted him to not hate himself. I felt terrible for not being able to fix that. I blamed myself despite know I hadn’t caused this. “I’m so sorry Niall. You are beautiful. Im never gonna stop saying it. As long as we both live you will never forget that I think you are beautiful. Each inch.” I whisper. Who knows, maybe this porn thing would be good for him. If other guys thought he was beautiful too maybe hed have an easier time believing it. It would be hard to deny what the entire world thought. I figured such anyway. “You have my blessing to do this porn thing okay? I want you to do it because you are beautiful and every time you see that light flash I want you to think about how beautiful Liam and I think you are.”
“But other people will see me and that won’t make you happy and I want you and Liam happy I don’t want to ruin our family.” I say keeping myself close to him, “I just want us to be able to move into a better house that has enough space for all of us.” ~N
askzaynhoran reblogged this from asknhoran-blog and added: “Good boy, relax and drift to sleep. Mummy won’t leave you, just relax.” I assure and hush. “Good boy, always such a...
asknhoran-blog reblogged this from askzaynhoran and added: I relaxed a bit when he started rubbing my tummy. “I love you too.” ~N